Friday, April 10, 2009
Why!! I don't know why!! Fuck it! Why are all these feelings back? WTF. Why can't forget you? Why are you back? Why am I affected by what you did? Why am I like this? WHY!!
That kiss you gave.. even though it's just a game. Why did I feel so sad and happy? I don't want to be like this. Is it just me or did I feel something? Seeing you quarrel with your guy makes me wanna be by your side, but I just can't do it. I can't! I'm not this type of person. It's suppose to be a happy event, and yet I can't help but feel bleeding in my heart after that. Shit. Emotional crap. Fucking shit. Fucking emotional. Can I quit it? This is getting irritating. Be firm! Wake up your bloody idea, Joel! Who the fuck do you think you are? Better wake up, or else all will be gone.
Emotional shit. End this! Fuck it. Truth or Dare. Am I happy?
sprint;6:47 AM
Friday, February 20, 2009
Shit.. I hope it's not true, but if it is, then i wish you happiness.
From: Joel
sprint;10:48 PM
Sunday, January 28, 2007
Freaking angry now. Juz came bak from the tailor shop EMPTY-HANDED. Wanted to collect my no. 4, but they said it is not ready yet. I thought," What the love?! U asked me to collect at 8.30pm n now u said it is not ready yet? Sew rank nid 6 hours arh?! I should haf gone to Green Adventure instead, at least they took less than an hour to complete sewing the rank." So i cursed n swear while walking home n i nid to go down again at 9.30pm to collect my uniform. Damn it.. F-king waste of time. i hate it when ppl broke their promise.
Sry for the use of vulgarities. juz to angry n i nid to cool down somehow. XD Nvm. I gtg le. Bye.
sprint;9:00 PM
Friday, January 19, 2007
Me with SQ. Smart eh.. I mean me larh. Lol. Joking. I mean SQ
PC and APC of Part B( I still look so handsome with my eyes close. EH~)
BUAI SONG ARH?!
Welcome to our family!
3 handsome young lads of NCC. EH~
Some of Part B Specs
APCs of Part A, B and C respectively
Senior Specs
Brotherhood!!sprint;10:15 PM
Monday, January 08, 2007
Sick today... Had flu which results in giddiness, nausea, headache. Had cough too. So ya, maybe tml not going sch. Waste 1 day le.. Haiz. Nvm. I'm smart, sure can catch up 1. Haha.. XD
Had x-country training today, went to botanical garden to run. We ran quite short a distance today and yet i'm feeling very tired. After the run, begin to feel nausea n giddiness. But i still forced myself to do some pull ups, sit up n push ups. Went home n went straight to bed, the headache n giddiness were getting worse. Woke up at around 7+ to bathe n had dinner. Went to c the doctor( yi sheng), some1 should noe wad i mean. Haha.. XD
Ok. I guess i will stop here. Gotta continue wif some work n hand in tml. Although i'm not going to sch tml, i will still hand in work 1 hor. I'M RESPONSIBLE! Wahaha. XD
sprint;5:24 AM
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Bak by popular demands!! u can't expect anything from a lazy ppl though.. Haha.. I'm juz a typical Rafflesian. Rafflesia r not smelly by nature, they r juz too lazy to smell nice. XD
Here goes:
Day 7: Sailing expetition. Woot!! Damn excited abt this. My first time sailing. Wore my "Pedal or Die: Whitewater Rafting Crew" shirt, wif my blue hand towel wrapping my head, making me looked lyk a bangla. XD Juz go to my friendster n u can c the pic ( It's only a side view). The rowing part was pretty hard for me since i'm lyk so weak. LOL. Then the sailing part i can only say 1 thing, RELAXING. Got a little of seasick, but i'm fine. I liked the scenery. The vast sea n clear blue sky. I felt lyk sleeping during the sailing expetition. Then we reached Dinawan Island, set up the tent n made the fire. I didn't sleep much on day 7. Slept only 2 hours +, done night duty.
Day 8: Last day of the Sailing expetition. Row the boat bak to OBSabah base as there's no wind. It sure is tiring. Imagine rowing a boat for 2+ hours. XP My group's boat nearly capsized, but we still managed to survive the STRONG waves. Then had solo afternoon. Had some tasks to do n I sneaked off to find some of my grp mates, even though it is meant to be SOLO. That's abt all for today.
Day 9: Start of Mt Kinabalu expetition!! The final expetition. All of the Outward Bounders r excited abt it, coz most of us joined the course for the Mt Kinabalu climb. We took a bus to a resort 5000 ft above sea level. Then we had free time coz the instructors said we nid to climatise ourselves first, coz it is really cold up at the summit. Reached the resort n once i stepped out of the bus, i felt i was in an air-conditionated room. It is so cooling up there at the resort. My brother is so gonna love it staying there. The dogs there loved me. Haha. At night, i lost my cool and scolded Chee Hoe, from wad Louisa had said. I guessed i have scared some of u guys. I'm sry. Spoilt my image as a cool guy. XD I'm joking
Day 10: Woke up at 4.30am to make breakfast for the whole group. It is so COLD plus it is drizzling. XD Took bus at around 7 to the Starting point of the climb. We r at 5000+ ft, climbing up to another resort at 11000 ft, which is abt 6000 ft, abt 1 n a half of Mt Ophir. It rained again while climbing up, so the route was kinda slippery. i got fed up climbing behind ____, so i went infront but i got waited for him lar. Reached the resort, it was colder up there. Shared bunk wif Clemens, Cheehoe n Sodi. Slept at 7pm...
Day 11: Woke up at 12.30am. Make breakfast again. Got ready to climb to the summit. We started climbing at abt 2.30am. There's a part where i was really very scared, juz that i did not showed it. One wrong move n u can say goodbye to ur parents. I tried to remained calm in which i did. Lol. Somemore i was carrying a haversack wif a lot of water bottles, so it is freaking heavy. The climb was not difficult, the only 2 problems are the the difficulty in breathing n the coldness. Helped to keep Louisa's hands warm since her gloves were torn. Reached the summit, was very relieved, the scenery was breathtaking. It really makes my climb worth it. After some photo taking at the summit, my grp went down to the starting point n took a bus bak to OBSabah base.
Day 12: Last day of the course. Really sad coz leaving le, gonna missed the instructors n my new friends. Had certificate presentation n farewell party. Then had a very rush dinner n rushed to the airport to catch the plane. Reached the airport, my worst fear came true, the queue was freaking llloooonnnngggggg...... Finally got seated n wooosssssshhhhhh........... *Fast Forward* I'm bak in Singapore!! It was already 1+am. Then went to mac wif Yi Sheng, Sodi, Fazee n Naiimah. Then go home!! Reached home at abt 3.30am.. Bathe then unpacked a little n slept at abt 5am.
Yep.. That's all i can rmb. I posted some photos in my friendster account, so if u want to c, do go there. Bye..
sprint;7:30 AM
Saturday, December 23, 2006
Hey guys!! Bak from OBSabah.. Had a lot of fun there.. Definitely the best camp i ever had. 12 days course, 4 groups, 12 ppl each, 48 different personality, 3 expetitions.
First day: Reached OBSabah base at abt 10. Then slipt into 4 grps. I'm in Group 2, Rafflesia. Then sleep.. Zzz...
Second day: Team building games. First game is the whole grp stand on a plank n move within the plank to arrange ourselves from tallest to shortest n then from the oldest to the youngest. We failed in the first 1 but we managed to complete the second 1. Then the second game is skin the snake. We managed to complete it too after a lot of trials. We played a lot of team building games, but i'm not going to tok abt all of them. Then afternoon, we haf a mini expetition. We went for a mini jungle trekking. During the trek, someone accidentally stepped on a bee hive n my grp were attacked by bees. At first, I was lyk confused coz i dunno wad happened, then i heard someone shouted, " Bees! Bees!". I juz stood there n the bees didn't stung me, but i saw the bees attacking the girls in my group who were in front. Then an instructor shouted at them, telling them to run, but the girls juz squated there, maybe becoz they couldn't hear him. Then I juz ran to the girls n got them to run for safety. In the end got stung 3 times. 1 on my left ear, 1 on my right eye brow n 1 on my neck. Weirdly, i wasn't afraid when i got stung, in fact i was kinda excited. Lol. N i learned 1 thing. Bee hive doesn't necessary be on tree tops, they can be on the ground too.
Third day: The first day of the real jungle trekking. At first, it was pretty easy. Then it started to rain n the trail became muddy n slippery. The trail became so difficult to climb that i nid to use my hands to climb. There's 1 part of the trail where it was so slippery that sodi slipped n nearly fell down, lucky i got hold of his hand n managed to pull him up to safety. Then finally reached the campsite n set up tent n cooked n slept...
Fourth day: Woke up n trekked to the second campsite. The trail was still muddy n slippery, so the trekking wasn't easy. We were behind time, so we had to go to another campsite which was nearer. We had to camp beside a graveyard. That night was long n the ground was very muddy, so didn't had a gd sleep that night.
Fifth day: Woke up feeling very tired n walked to the third campsite, which was someone's house. Reached there at abt 11 n cooked lunch. Had lunch n discussed abt the performance we gonna put up at night. The night came n the owner performed first. They performed using gongs n the 'musical' was nice. Then the instructors danced n we joined in too. Lol. After the whole thing, we watched tv. XD There's tv in kampong area. Haha.. Watched a movie be4 going to sleep.
Sixth day: We woke up early to make breakfast n we left the campsite at 6am. We walked from the campsite to OBSabah base. The journey took abt a few hours. When we reached the base, we went to bath n did rope course. The first rope course was the giant ladder. I was afraid of it, coz i was afraid of heights. Then we had to do it in groups of threes. I had to do the giant ladder wif 2 girls from my group. First time working wif girls to do this type of things, so i was lyk afraid. But... though my team consist of me, lee jing n louisa, we completed the giant ladder the fastest. The second activity was the rock wall. I loved the rock wall coz it was a natural rock wall, which means it will be harder to climb. I climbed the rock wall twice n i was feeling happy abt it.
Ok.. Here's the first six days of the OBSabah course. I will continue tml. Hehe.
Rafflesia: We have won the war!
sprint;11:15 PM