vcN the story goes on

2009-04-10T06:47:00.000-07:00

Why!! I don't know why!! Fuck it! Why are all these feelings back? WTF. Why can't forget you? Why are you back? Why am I affected by what you did? Why am I like this? WHY!!

That kiss you gave.. even though it's just a game. Why did I feel so sad and happy? I don't want to be like this. Is it just me or did I feel something? Seeing you quarrel with your guy makes me wanna be by your side, but I just can't do it. I can't! I'm not this type of person. It's suppose to be a happy event, and yet I can't help but feel bleeding in my heart after that. Shit. Emotional crap. Fucking shit. Fucking emotional. Can I quit it? This is getting irritating. Be firm! Wake up your bloody idea, Joel! Who the fuck do you think you are? Better wake up, or else all will be gone.

Emotional shit. End this! Fuck it. Truth or Dare. Am I happy?

2009-02-20T22:48:00.000-08:00

Shit.. I hope it's not true, but if it is, then i wish you happiness.

From: Joel

2007-01-28T21:00:00.000-08:00

Freaking angry now. Juz came bak from the tailor shop EMPTY-HANDED. Wanted to collect my no. 4, but they said it is not ready yet. I thought," What the love?! U asked me to collect at 8.30pm n now u said it is not ready yet? Sew rank nid 6 hours arh?! I should haf gone to Green Adventure instead, at least they took less than an hour to complete sewing the rank." So i cursed n swear while walking home n i nid to go down again at 9.30pm to collect my uniform. Damn it.. F-king waste of time. i hate it when ppl broke their promise.

Sry for the use of vulgarities. juz to angry n i nid to cool down somehow. XD Nvm. I gtg le. Bye.

2007-01-19T22:15:00.000-08:00

Me with SQ. Smart eh.. I mean me larh. Lol. Joking. I mean SQ

PC and APC of Part B

( I still look so handsome with my eyes close. EH~)

BUAI SONG ARH?!

Welcome to our family!

3 handsome young lads of NCC. EH~

Some of Part B Specs

APCs of Part A, B and C respectively

Senior Specs

Brotherhood!!

2007-01-08T05:24:00.000-08:00

Sick today... Had flu which results in giddiness, nausea, headache. Had cough too. So ya, maybe tml not going sch. Waste 1 day le.. Haiz. Nvm. I'm smart, sure can catch up 1. Haha.. XD

Had x-country training today, went to botanical garden to run. We ran quite short a distance today and yet i'm feeling very tired. After the run, begin to feel nausea n giddiness. But i still forced myself to do some pull ups, sit up n push ups. Went home n went straight to bed, the headache n giddiness were getting worse. Woke up at around 7+ to bathe n had dinner. Went to c the doctor( yi sheng), some1 should noe wad i mean. Haha.. XD

Ok. I guess i will stop here. Gotta continue wif some work n hand in tml. Although i'm not going to sch tml, i will still hand in work 1 hor. I'M RESPONSIBLE! Wahaha. XD

2006-12-26T07:30:00.000-08:00

Bak by popular demands!! u can't expect anything from a lazy ppl though.. Haha.. I'm juz a typical Rafflesian. Rafflesia r not smelly by nature, they r juz too lazy to smell nice. XD

Here goes:

Day 7: Sailing expetition. Woot!! Damn excited abt this. My first time sailing. Wore my "Pedal or Die: Whitewater Rafting Crew" shirt, wif my blue hand towel wrapping my head, making me looked lyk a bangla. XD Juz go to my friendster n u can c the pic ( It's only a side view). The rowing part was pretty hard for me since i'm lyk so weak. LOL. Then the sailing part i can only say 1 thing, RELAXING. Got a little of seasick, but i'm fine. I liked the scenery. The vast sea n clear blue sky. I felt lyk sleeping during the sailing expetition. Then we reached Dinawan Island, set up the tent n made the fire. I didn't sleep much on day 7. Slept only 2 hours +, done night duty.

Day 8: Last day of the Sailing expetition. Row the boat bak to OBSabah base as there's no wind. It sure is tiring. Imagine rowing a boat for 2+ hours. XP My group's boat nearly capsized, but we still managed to survive the STRONG waves. Then had solo afternoon. Had some tasks to do n I sneaked off to find some of my grp mates, even though it is meant to be SOLO. That's abt all for today.

Day 9: Start of Mt Kinabalu expetition!! The final expetition. All of the Outward Bounders r excited abt it, coz most of us joined the course for the Mt Kinabalu climb. We took a bus to a resort 5000 ft above sea level. Then we had free time coz the instructors said we nid to climatise ourselves first, coz it is really cold up at the summit. Reached the resort n once i stepped out of the bus, i felt i was in an air-conditionated room. It is so cooling up there at the resort. My brother is so gonna love it staying there. The dogs there loved me. Haha. At night, i lost my cool and scolded Chee Hoe, from wad Louisa had said. I guessed i have scared some of u guys. I'm sry. Spoilt my image as a cool guy. XD I'm joking

Day 10: Woke up at 4.30am to make breakfast for the whole group. It is so COLD plus it is drizzling. XD Took bus at around 7 to the Starting point of the climb. We r at 5000+ ft, climbing up to another resort at 11000 ft, which is abt 6000 ft, abt 1 n a half of Mt Ophir. It rained again while climbing up, so the route was kinda slippery. i got fed up climbing behind ____, so i went infront but i got waited for him lar. Reached the resort, it was colder up there. Shared bunk wif Clemens, Cheehoe n Sodi. Slept at 7pm...

Day 11: Woke up at 12.30am. Make breakfast again. Got ready to climb to the summit. We started climbing at abt 2.30am. There's a part where i was really very scared, juz that i did not showed it. One wrong move n u can say goodbye to ur parents. I tried to remained calm in which i did. Lol. Somemore i was carrying a haversack wif a lot of water bottles, so it is freaking heavy. The climb was not difficult, the only 2 problems are the the difficulty in breathing n the coldness. Helped to keep Louisa's hands warm since her gloves were torn. Reached the summit, was very relieved, the scenery was breathtaking. It really makes my climb worth it. After some photo taking at the summit, my grp went down to the starting point n took a bus bak to OBSabah base.

Day 12: Last day of the course. Really sad coz leaving le, gonna missed the instructors n my new friends. Had certificate presentation n farewell party. Then had a very rush dinner n rushed to the airport to catch the plane. Reached the airport, my worst fear came true, the queue was freaking llloooonnnngggggg...... Finally got seated n wooosssssshhhhhh........... *Fast Forward* I'm bak in Singapore!! It was already 1+am. Then went to mac wif Yi Sheng, Sodi, Fazee n Naiimah. Then go home!! Reached home at abt 3.30am.. Bathe then unpacked a little n slept at abt 5am.

Yep.. That's all i can rmb. I posted some photos in my friendster account, so if u want to c, do go there. Bye..

2006-12-23T23:15:00.000-08:00

Hey guys!! Bak from OBSabah.. Had a lot of fun there.. Definitely the best camp i ever had. 12 days course, 4 groups, 12 ppl each, 48 different personality, 3 expetitions.

First day: Reached OBSabah base at abt 10. Then slipt into 4 grps. I'm in Group 2, Rafflesia. Then sleep.. Zzz...

Second day: Team building games. First game is the whole grp stand on a plank n move within the plank to arrange ourselves from tallest to shortest n then from the oldest to the youngest. We failed in the first 1 but we managed to complete the second 1. Then the second game is skin the snake. We managed to complete it too after a lot of trials. We played a lot of team building games, but i'm not going to tok abt all of them. Then afternoon, we haf a mini expetition. We went for a mini jungle trekking. During the trek, someone accidentally stepped on a bee hive n my grp were attacked by bees. At first, I was lyk confused coz i dunno wad happened, then i heard someone shouted, " Bees! Bees!". I juz stood there n the bees didn't stung me, but i saw the bees attacking the girls in my group who were in front. Then an instructor shouted at them, telling them to run, but the girls juz squated there, maybe becoz they couldn't hear him. Then I juz ran to the girls n got them to run for safety. In the end got stung 3 times. 1 on my left ear, 1 on my right eye brow n 1 on my neck. Weirdly, i wasn't afraid when i got stung, in fact i was kinda excited. Lol. N i learned 1 thing. Bee hive doesn't necessary be on tree tops, they can be on the ground too.

Third day: The first day of the real jungle trekking. At first, it was pretty easy. Then it started to rain n the trail became muddy n slippery. The trail became so difficult to climb that i nid to use my hands to climb. There's 1 part of the trail where it was so slippery that sodi slipped n nearly fell down, lucky i got hold of his hand n managed to pull him up to safety. Then finally reached the campsite n set up tent n cooked n slept...

Fourth day: Woke up n trekked to the second campsite. The trail was still muddy n slippery, so the trekking wasn't easy. We were behind time, so we had to go to another campsite which was nearer. We had to camp beside a graveyard. That night was long n the ground was very muddy, so didn't had a gd sleep that night.

Fifth day: Woke up feeling very tired n walked to the third campsite, which was someone's house. Reached there at abt 11 n cooked lunch. Had lunch n discussed abt the performance we gonna put up at night. The night came n the owner performed first. They performed using gongs n the 'musical' was nice. Then the instructors danced n we joined in too. Lol. After the whole thing, we watched tv. XD There's tv in kampong area. Haha.. Watched a movie be4 going to sleep.

Sixth day: We woke up early to make breakfast n we left the campsite at 6am. We walked from the campsite to OBSabah base. The journey took abt a few hours. When we reached the base, we went to bath n did rope course. The first rope course was the giant ladder. I was afraid of it, coz i was afraid of heights. Then we had to do it in groups of threes. I had to do the giant ladder wif 2 girls from my group. First time working wif girls to do this type of things, so i was lyk afraid. But... though my team consist of me, lee jing n louisa, we completed the giant ladder the fastest. The second activity was the rock wall. I loved the rock wall coz it was a natural rock wall, which means it will be harder to climb. I climbed the rock wall twice n i was feeling happy abt it.

Ok.. Here's the first six days of the OBSabah course. I will continue tml. Hehe.

Rafflesia: We have won the war!

2006-11-27T22:58:00.000-08:00

Juz went to the optician to check up on my eyes. Going to haf a new spec soon. Lol. Black n white combo... Looks bright. Haha. But... It is expensive!! $140. Darn it.. Waste money again. My old spec use for only 1 year n it cost $200. Wad a waste.. Haiz.. Nvm.. Juz take gd care of my eyes. Hehe. Getting my specs on wed n most probably bring it to OBS Sabah, so those going OBS may be the first to c my new specs. Lol.

K. Gtg.. Not bad huh? I updated again. Lol. Bye. ^^

2006-11-23T22:15:00.000-08:00

Ok. Juz finish a game of D.O.T.A. wif deyong's brother n since i got nth to do, so i might as well update. Lol. The game juz now was quite ok, in the sense that i won, but i got 5 kills only. Lol. My score 5-0. Quite ok lar for a noob lyk me. XD Haha. Faceless Void was a good hero to use. Pretty easy to use n the damage not so bad either, plus the almost permenent stun; This hero is sure a hero not to be reckoned with.

Hmm.. Enuf abt D.O.T.A. I guessed. 1 or 2 games per day is gd enuf.

Ok.. Let's c wad i did today. Went for a course today. It was for NCC. It is a Water Ambassador Course. Actually, it is for Part As only n it was introduced this year, so my juniors will be the first batch wif the Water Ambassador Badge. Tton n I will be getting the badge too, as we went for the course too, so we will be the only 2 wif the Water Ambassador badge in the whole Part C of BBSS. Hehe.. Finally got a badge that no other staff got. Wahaha.. Dun jealous arh.

My Part A is quite a fun batch.. They r funny but they can be a real headache at times, especially Puo Kai. Damn.. He acted as though tton n me r very close to him, so he pushed me play play wif me, having no respect for his sergeant. Haiz Haiz.. but nvm, I juz let him haf his ways.. dun wanna spoiled the whole day becoz of a guy, but i did scolded him once today.

After the course, tton n me, together wif some of the Part A, went to play lan. We played counter-strike n my score not very gd. haha. Then watched how the Part A played D.O.T.A., I was amused. lol. They weren't that gd to play against clan LaM3. Both tton n me thought that their skills were below that of deyong, or maybe on par wif benny? lol. but nvm. all of us r noobs once, so ya, dun care wad others said, juz enjoyed the game n that's it. Hehe

K... This concludes my day n I got nth to write, so i guessed I will stop here. Bye.. Hehe..

2006-11-20T20:56:00.000-08:00

Haiz.. Today was safe. Wad abt tomorrow? Haiz.. Haiz... Wish for tml to be safe too.

2006-10-25T20:49:00.000-07:00

Hi. Here to do the quiz. very bored now, so might as well do. haha

mention EIGHT points of your ideal lover.-mention gender.-tag EIGHT friends to do it.

gender; female
1. Shorter than me XD me very short as compared to my frens
2. Great smile :D
3. CUTE :)
4. Sweet :P
5. Be there for me. ( i will also be there for u)
6. not as vulgar as me
7. not too lady-like, not too tomboy
8. Kind

my EIGHT friends-
1. Meiping
2. nick
3. yiying
4. gladys
5. shafiq
6. naiimah
7. aisyah
8. shuyan

2006-10-19T22:10:00.000-07:00

Hi guys! How's every1 doing? haha.. Sry for not updating ya.. u c, i was studying for the SA2. XD bleahs haha. actually it's juz plain laziness for not updating.

Yea.. Getting back to dota again! Play wif friends using hamachi. Not bad i muz say. at least get to play wif friends at home without using battle net. O man, my dota skills sux a lot. i'm playing lyk a complete noob out there, getting pawned here n there by those pros. T_T

Now for some serious matters, today, my Part A had their proficiency test. their turnout was quite ok. (turnout means their uniform which is smart 4) BUT BUT BUT really their drills r lyk s**t. d@mn disappointed wif their standard they r showing. fidget here n fidget there.. c here c there.. Guess they muz haf forgotten wad i said for not fidgeting. Guess i'm not fierce enuf huh? haha.. nvm nvm.. Since i'm a gd sergeant n a gd senior n a gd guy i muz say, i shall forgive them. haha.. jkjk

hm... Today is 2nd MONTH ANNIVERSARY!! My dear n I's 2nd month anniversary. lol today happy lar.. let's aim for 3 months.... 4 months.. 1 year.. 2 year.. n so on........ haha..

ok.. wo tink i should stop.. or else, u guys will say i'm mushy or somthing.. lol jkjk tml got cross-country training in the morning. XD gonna be very tiring again. haha. k bye!

2006-09-05T08:55:00.000-07:00

Hey guys! I'm here to update abt my idol, Steve Irwin, the crocodile hunter. As u may haf heard, he was pierced right into the heart by a stingray ytd while filming his newest documentary, " ocean deadliest". Haiz.. how sad this is? I still remember the time when i got up early juz to watch his documentary, " crocodile hunter: croc files". It's the first documentary i haf watch n i kinda got hooked up to documentaries ever since. He can be said as the man who introduced the wild life to me n i got more knowledgable abt animals.

As a matter of fact, i felt kind of unjusted for the reowned animal lover to be killed by a wad-seems-to-be-harmless stingray. i felt he should be killed by venomous snake, or being mauled to death by saltwater crocodile ( the fierest crocodile in the world). It's not that i really want him to die in such a way, but it is at least it is way better than dieing in the 'tails' of the bull stingray ( the stingray which killed steve is called a bull stingray if i'm not wrong).

Well, i'm not angry with the stingray, I guessed it got frightened n it was juz protecting itself from harm. By the way, a fatal stab from a stingray is only one in a million chance, n a stingray's sting would only cost irritations to the skin, so stingray aren't that dangerous as it seems to be, but do be careful if u really encountered it somehow.

What really moved me is that steve actually pulled out the barb tail before dieing. i guessed he was probably trying to release the stingray before he passed on. Well, that really moved me. Steve actually thought of the stingray on the verge of his death n that is most commendable.

I got this from 1 of the sites i've visited abt steve's untimely death n it is by a forum member named caligirlwithcroctattoos. Here's wad she posted, " At least he died doing what he loved, teaching us about the animal world. He will be missed.". She's right. He will be missed. And from all god's creatures, we thank you.

2006-08-31T20:34:00.000-07:00

haha.. finally can put pics le.. wahaha.. me wif mark's sunglasses.. personally, i tink it looks nice...

Woo!!

Shazni looks lyk he's taking a porn pic

o..k.. i'm the star here.. look.. every1 is pointing at me.

2006-08-31T20:08:00.000-07:00

Wahahaha!!! Teacher's Day today!! So fun!! First of all, HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY n HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO US!! wahahaha...

As I was saying, today was sooooo fun! watched the concert, so nice!! Cherry Hamster Chutti n sexbomb rox so much!! Wisteria rox too, but there's still room for improvement though. Then the MODELLING!! so bloody cool, so bloody nice, so bloody fun! the guys look so cool n the gals look so chio!! well, i mean it.. after the concert, took some photos with models.. arghh... can't put the photos in? how to put? teach me!!!
hm.. got badminton training today, so no go bak visit pri sch teachers.. haha.. nxt yr then.. nth to blog abt le. bye..

2006-08-09T23:43:00.000-07:00

Happy National Day!! wahahaha.. National Day is here n i am HIGH!! wahaha.. the rulang pri's performance kinda remind me of the days when i was in sec 1.. the wushu performance we performed at National Day.. the months of training at mandai hill camp.. n the food we had during trainings.. Lots of memories came bak when i watched the performance(rulang pri).. wahahaha... the parade is so nice!! i was smiling at myself when i imagined i am the parade commander... wahahaha... any1 got sing the national anthem? i got leh, i so patriotic.. wahahaha...

Ok.. today woke up at 7 n went jogging by myself... but so suay.. go to the park n jog for 1 round only, then rain.. -_-'' then stay at a void deck, do some stretching exercises while waiting for the rain to stop.. wait for arnd 30 minutes lyk that, the rain finally stop le.. run for abt 9 more rounds which is 10 rounds in total n manage to compete it in erm... 45 mins to 1 hour?

after jogging, went home n bath n watch tv.. then STUDY!!! i not lazy 1 hor.. i got study 1.. but i study the WRONG SUBJECT!! ><><>

after studying, muz play rite? so i played a few games of dota AI map. Man, beastmaster n spectre is so fun to use, but when it comes to killing heroes, it is quite hard..

hm.. i stop here le bah.. nth to write anyway.. haha.. Bye guys!! Haf a gd day!! wahahaha..

2006-07-23T06:31:00.000-07:00

Sry guys for not blogging.. i didn't blog for abt 2 weeks le.. SRY! ^_^'' Me, the angel, haf been too busy spreading kindness n love to every1.. n of course, watching Trinity blood... Trinity Blood is so cool can.. recommended by me.. one of the best anime i haf ever watch..

ok ok.. enuf of anime.. let's tok abt ytd shall we? ytd haf the career seminar thing n i was lated.. haha.. coz wait for fren mah.. wo hen jiang yi qi de.. (value friendship or somthing lyk that) I got high C for the survey n everything it says abt me is so true.. i was dumbfounded when i read the report. hehe.. after the seminar, my soccer frens n i went to town to buy bag.. i bo liao so folo them lor.. after awhile, i left wif a few of my frens n we went to slack at a playground near westmall.. we sat around n tok cock until abt 7.. we went to westmall to get some stuffs. i bought myself a strike freedom gundam model.. hehe.. n it is now in my living room, behind a glass door, preparing to gun down any intruders.. muahahaha... oops oops.. i crazy liao...

ok.. be4 i turned any 'crazier', i will end here.. bye.. hehe..

2006-07-09T19:26:00.000-07:00

Wahahahaha!!! So long didn't blog le.. miss me? lol. Been very lazy nowadays. Busy chasing after the World Cup. Speaking of World Cup, the finals is at 2am, Italy vs France. Hu will win the World Cup? Will Zidane retire wif glory or will Italy win? I dunno. I guess Italy will win the World Cup.

Enuf abt World Cup le. let's tok abt somthing else. hm.. ytd is so fun. went to watch the NDP preview wif sq, shaz n daniel. it was pretty gd. guess vincent ng did a pretty gd job. BUT.. the parade was so disappointing. the dressing of the G.O.H sux. it is crooked.

Btw, on tuesday, there will be a soccer match after sch. Express stream vs NA n NT stream. Supporters r most welcome.

Guessed there's nth more for me to tell u le, so i guess i should end here. Bye n ty for reading my entry.

2006-06-20T23:53:00.000-07:00

Haha.. Sry for not blogging guys, had been busy lately wif ispl n games? ISPLs r so boring!! SAVE ME FROM THESE FORVER PILING HOMEWORKS!! haha.. XD

Anyway, nth much happened during the holidays. btw, i went for a holiday!! Yeah!! really enjoy myself n kinda relax myself there.. i went to malaysia for holiday n i stayed at a resort in a fishing village. get to play wif fire crackers. so fun sia.. then go explore explore the village then go home on the second day.. lol..

then today is weishun' s birthday. went to his house early in the morning to play xbox. then meet up wif zhihao(hao hao) to watch a movie. watch x-men 3 again~~ XD no choice. birthday boy n hao hao want to watch. then go ws house again play play play.. played Halo 2. hao hao still say want to trash us but in the end, ws trashed hao hao, yi huai n me.. T_T but i still got trashed hao hao.^_^'' hehe.. then go home. THE END.. clapx clapx ^_^

Now i shall end my entry here n sry again for not blogging for so long, but anyway, quite little ppl read my blog wad.. anyway, sry for the incovenience caused.. lol ^_^''

2006-06-06T22:41:00.000-07:00

Hey there. Juz got bak from camp here. Freaking tired, but i am still here to blog. see, i so gd blog for u all to c. muz thank me ar.. lol

kk. enough nonsense. Anyway, 20th anniversary dinner was a success!! it was so nice lar, the food, the ppl, the clothes they wear n especially, the dancing. i really did enjoy myself during the dinner.. n i found my brother at the dinner. he is none other than...... Triton!!! lol. He was wearing the same shirt as me lor.. I was shocked man.

The food leh.. very gd for a $10 meal. lol. still got shark's fin seh, but really, waiting for the food to be served really sux, so kenny, sq, me, weng rong n mark juz wander off to 'explore' the toilet. After eating, the dance starts!! the porch became a mini disco n every1 became high n danced around.. I n some other guys danced too, or should i say, we jumped around?

Anyway, i could say we really did enjoy ourselves n btw, mrs kee danced too. For those that wanted to watch the video, go here>>> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9mz-_MeMP_c n do post comment on it. Thank you!! ^_^''

2006-05-30T06:15:00.000-07:00

Phew.. Finding time to blog is sure hard, especially when it comes to a busy guy lyk me.. nah. j/k j/k. Finally, i managed to put song into my blog n tagboard le. Yeahhzzzz!!! lol

Today, went to watch X-men 3: The Last Stand wif frens n wow.. X-men 3 is so freaking cool, but it's a pity cyclops, jean grey(or should i say phoenix?) n Charles Xavier, prof X died. oops.. I should not haf spoiled the movie for u. u should go n watch the movie when u haf the chance.

Kkzz.. dunno wad to blog le, so i should stop here.. bb guys. ^_^''

2006-05-28T06:50:00.000-07:00

Hi. I'm back wif a new blog, coz my old blog have been gving problems.
ok. exams r over n the 'holidays' haf started XD. which means playing n going out wif frens? WRONG!! this means staying at home completing ISPL. haiz.. very sian.
nth to write liao, so gonna end here lor. bye. ^_^''